In college I knew Ryan I don't know him now Before him there was Shannon who I never knew, and how! It high school it was Sarah and others I forgot In fourth grade I knew Megan, so now I know her not And before here there were many who I never knew, or will In first grade I met Brittany and I know her still Happiness is a place I want to know I never had imaginary friends (and yet we still played) I made some real friends too but they rarely stayed I don't like feeling poorly, and I am no longer grieving, so I forgave their leaving, still They keep on deceiving, and I keep on believing Happiness is a place I want to remember In my head I hear it low The whisper of a song From a time that's now behind And oh, it's been so long I know I should let go To forget would not be wrong I tell myself and still It seems I'm hanging on If happiness is a place, can I go? When we were young the world bloomed she grew in gold and green Now those tales are old and done and told I remember what I've seen This world, she claims I am full grown And doomed with the adults to plan to tryst to walk in mist to love and lose and lull I'm told a world long gone a world gone long It is, it has been, it will be for me And so with this I walk in mist to see what I may see Happiness was in September
June 2010